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Weapons of self-destruction
Sure I try so far to redeem past tracks
Faded to black sights outlined in blood
Staking out by selfishness’ slaves
Falling down in my life’s own stage
Principles loaned
Inherited thoughts
I crumble upon ignorance throne
Rotten breath I throw, yet still alive I roam
I’ve just loaded my weapons of self-destruction
Take for granted I don’t will run out of ammunition
Aim for thy head
As truth dry bled
Their blank speech is what they need
Rotten breath I throw, yet still alive I mourn
I’ve just loaded my weapons of self-destruction
Let me shot at last, may I find alleviation
White gunpowder scattered on the altar
Needle sacrifice awaiting
Just-a-gram as creed to worship suffer
Drawing out the temptress
Remembering lost trains, broken rails
Following dead-end routes, wrong trails
Loaded weapons I had share
May I find the return from nowhere?
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Above the drying rain
03:59
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Above the Drying Rain
The crowd falls to the ground
Even deaf hear that sound
Sowing seeds of truce
Born to be abused
Irrigating fresh blood
Reaping darkest flood
If you can’t afford it
Your life isn’t legit
Lost beings are just figures
Debris of a rootless society
Tearing their breath apart
As black still flows up
Extinguish fire with fuel
Then water one million tombs
Our unforgivable sin
To let fools become kings
We’re desensitized
We don’t realize
We’re the ones to blame
We’re above the drying rain
What they’re trying to find
What they’re hiding behind those shining lights
Far war you bore
You’re paying the lord
As long as it doesn’t blot your wall
Disavowal keeps our conscience healed
You feel sane, but you’re mind’s ill
Now that you feel the rain pours down to the bone
They’re gone
You’re wet, you’re soaked, you’re hollow, you’re foiled
Into the void
We’re desensitized
We don’t realize
We’re the ones to blame
We’re above the fuckin’ drying rain
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Mistress of hatred
05:17
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Mistress of Hatred
Far off the beaten track may I roam
Dark and empty trails will I crawl
Deep into my own, where solitude lies and holds
Abhorrence of the leftover cries
Permanent abase of what’s not taken
For hopeless behaviours
Hide away, I can’t forebode when she will come
Graceless laments of the screaming silence
Distorted poems from beyond
Guide you to the end of the hopefulness road
Then you’re doomed, absent, alone
The bitter memories withdraw
Trying not to fall on the chasm of despair
Grabbing to the burning nails of hope
But still, forlorn, I’m overcome…
Dawn will fly, nowhere light
Gowned in black, should I bow?
Hold your cry, she’s alive
Hatred bitch, stay aside!
Coming from the bitter past
Razing feeble spirits
Only the damned will endure
To keep your mind clean and pure
Raise your head and forget what she vows
Stab the knife on her womb
Course, dodge, crawl and vault
You rule what future holds
Forsaken thoughts return at last
Reinforcing your will to arise
From the hole she has left your soul
Only weakest of minds obey her words
Feeding from the slavery of time
Swallowing descending tears as wine
Absorbing your dreams of hope
Spiting what warms your heart’s cold
Thrive away, I can behold she willing to come
Taking you with her
Raping your delusion virginity
Licking from the bleeding mouth
The prayers spoken unconsciously
We’re all doomed to crawl
We’re all damned to bow
Now is late to disown
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Shhh...out!!!
03:53
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Shhh…out!
Silently she falls to the floor, again, no more
Scratches the surface, crawls a bit, blood coughs
Shhh..out!
Flattened the line, unbearable the sufferance
Oversized proof of pointless power
Shining is the knife which carved this hour
With sober light this day will fade out
Shout! At least you should try
For what you left to be done
No one can make a fight
Uneven light for scale darkness
Beyond Themis halls
One should judge its own trials
Shout! Don’t you feel guilty?
Witness of the silent crying
May blindness enlighten us
And impudence be our guide
Get away, shout
Get away!
Shhh…out!
Get away and leave its blame
Shout! Don’t you feel guilty?
Witness of the silent crying
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Endless silence i crave
04:57
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Endless silence I crave
Thorns I walk every time sleep forsakes my soul
Like thousand grieves at once
Nails I swallow when drought beckon my rotten throat
Feeling how they rip my womb
Consumed in eternal agony, I live
Nailed to existence I remain, forgotten
In the cage of apathy restrained, deserted
Disabled to crown this misery, absurd
May time commiserate my pain, I beg
My blank voice blares silently in the blatant void
No clouds of rain in the storm I behold
Strolling over coals whenever the sun awakes
Muted scream of relief foiled
Endless silence I crave
Conclude this dull being I am
Please shut down my breath
To misfortune I’m enslaved
I pray to end with this perdition I take
Scars forged with the indulgence
Of those which once show sake
But now I comprehend
Which wounds sure hurt
Sores carved with the chisels of oblivion
They shall repay for promises failed
Faked behaviours of concern strained
Meanness govern this bloody earth
Thorns, they still cover my road
Can’t bear this martyrdom
Silence I crave, for years I blaze
Consumed this being pleads mercy
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For nameless days to come
Make your statements
Release your faith
Extort its sense
Folded lies
For anxious simple-minded
Reason blinded
Roots corrupted
Leafs grow rotten
Hose its soil with anger absconded
For days to come
Save your prays
Let me drown, stay away
Laments to ease
Deceptions to conceive
Allegiance bleed
Forgive? I afflict
Your conscience for him
You’re been manipulated
You’re been mind-erased
False son
Leave me unsaved
Faith’s gone
I’m not your slave
For deaths to come
Save your prays
Let me drown, stay away
Laments to ease
Deceptions to conceive
To crawl
To fake
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Within the throne of despair
Lowest throne I crown
Far to none
Those who had betrayed
Gone away
Spelled on empty script
Flawless creed
Boasting their dullness
Mind to rest
Skies burning in red
Hope has bled
Are we safer now?
None that I saw
Leave behind the shameless
Wash off your bowels
Gleaming in dark
Misery’s blight
Should we exile
This faked crying
Lost in this realm
Hollow and calm
Despair has come
To reclaim my throne
Tear away the vestment
Burn their faith
Spit on its commandment
Unchain rebel’s breath
We must leave this damn place
Conceive our threat about them
Raise vision over blindness
Banished from earth shall become
Leave behind the shameless
Wash off your bowels
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Random streaks of consciousness
Wrathful soughs streak my head
Unceasing punishment of bleeding stare
It kneels me down and bent
Merciless fate in upper range
I have come to share
How grief relies on daubing red
Stressing on remain awake
While recklessness conquer me
Roaming in random lanes
Turning on feeding rotes
Casting off rotten thoughts
Succumbing to banal fads
Shall blinded minds see through open eyes?
Cast shadows where reason still shine
Shall their god do reveal at last?
To take all the faith off this earth
How come we reach to share this fate?
To conscience chained
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9. |
Legacy of delusion
04:57
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Legacy of delusion
Tides are running low
The wind is calmed and I
I am there, again
Waiting for answers to prove
If sun has ever rise for them
Whether it breathes or not
Ideals rise, collapse and fall
No one has been so long
Collecting empty promises
About lights that don’t beacon
Shadows get closer and you
You can’t stay on your own
Now we see how their tongues
Lick the blood from our fingers
Deception, the air, you breathe
They are legion, we’re none
Halo extinction awaits
Betrayal, the land, you walk
The fire is warm and I
I am there, again
Pleading for you to come
To raise my senses once again
Leaving no trace of cold
Pretending we’re all condemned
Uncharted trails to go
For every tear we’ve wasted
Thousands wait to come
Shadows are all over you
And you can’t blame us all
Laughing over staggering words
Tightening ties of counterfeit
Abasement, the voices, you hear
Leave for damned utter truths
In future lies we see-through
Denial, the answer, you give
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Defaith
05:37
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Defaith
Spread the chime
Collect the dime
Run away in silk attire
Suppress faith
Tear off pain
Leave for death our sense
Kneel down child
Drink god’s wine
Taste the grace, save your mind
Broken chain
Rotten nail
Crown of thorns, kingdom failed
Breed is gone
Deeds undone
Shaped dreams of conscience bound
Shift in mind
Breakup time
Feed the beast with grace demise
Laid to rest
In devil’s nest
Hear the chant for the deaf
Touch my sores
Feel them bore
Being dead I’ll be born
Every single lie thrown away
Nailed deep within our consciousness
Twitching and squirting, tumbling and faking
How it mesmerizes and freezes our lives
Wrecking, drying, burning your sense
How you fake it? How you hide it?
Drowning the veins of evidence
Face the fiction of keeping it real
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